Tuesday, April 29, 2014

FIRST MEETING::
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I saw her first on my brothers marriage. There was a formal intro only that day.
She was looking gorgeous in her pink dress(Lehanga).

I talked little to her that night,but she !!!!!!
don't ask me about her words.... she had nothing to say, or yes , she felt too shy after looking at me..
i tried to shake my hand with that of her...but she...ohh my god... she was so cold in her expression...
i felt little awkward and became little scared too.

Marriage was in a village and i knew very well the culture of it. If any one would have noticed that i
made her uncomfortable, no one would have cared about my intention or me. I might be beaten or
shaken to the most extent possible.

Don't try to take me wrong.. i was not flirting her or never intended to do so...
i was (of course still i am) a nice guy dear friends.... but she... don't ask me again about her !!!! she
was charming and lovelier  than any thing.

I managed, any how ,to end the terrific conversation (i still don't believe that happened any way)
after greeting her good bye . I just left her with her  friends who were accompanying  my brother
before  the rituals of marriage began.
I had no love like feeling for her at all that time.

This was the story of our first meeting for my side. On the other  side of it story was different and
 little complicated.
She was neither rude nor a completely shy village girl. She was a fully cultured, educated and affluently brought up girl who hardly got chances to come in touch with outsider boys.

She had heard of me some times before she saw me there in that night.
 When i had just touched her while handshaking she felt something that made her shy for a moment.
I wish i could have waited for her response to that handshake that happened all of sudden and existed
for few seconds only.

May be she had some thing to say ... but i was so..... cant explain..:)

After leaving her there with her friends i had to see the arrangements and other requirements that i had
to do for the rituals of my brothers marriage.

I did not get any chance to see her whole night, but silently she waited for me to come out.
I could't help her feelings since for me she was a girl who didn't  like talking to me. So i made myself
engaged in other things and never tried to talk to her that night.

I saw her again in the morning when i was coming out of marriage room after rituals of marriage had
just finished.
She was looking  much  lovelier than that i saw in night.She had just woke  up and was  going to
bathroom when i saw her in the morning.

She was just like a flavored white rose surrounded by thousands of petals of red roses. I wish i would
have kissed her that moment.
Do you know what i did at that time ?  I became a shy guy and hardly i could say her something. I said,
 "hi, good morning !. please show bathroom to bhaiya ".  And i just vanished from there.

Vanishing doesn't mean disguising. I was still in the village and of course she too was.
We got a fortunate chance of seeing each other in this night.
We together with our family and other relatives had several rounds of photo session.

She some how managed to make a video of mine. Even that time i had tried to keep my eyes away
from her but that was a failure trial. I did it not to show any thing of but actually i couldn't help my eyes
and heart  to avoid her.

She was looking very charming and confident girl.
Taking that image in me, i along with all others left for home that night.
After that night we had not got any chance to exchange any communication to each other for a long
days approx 8 months.


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First Communication After First Meeting ::
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It took almost 8 months.
8 months back ::
She started pursuing MBA and i came back to join my office.
We were busy in our lives. And i hardly got any chances to contact her and actually never tried for it too.
Because for me she was an unknown girl who was not interested in me even when i was there in village those days

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Monday, February 14, 2011

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Saturday, February 5, 2011

wandering off and got lost

i'm in the middle of my voyage .storms are coming. there is no hope of survival. Death is playing with me all the time.I laughed at his will because i knew that he can not demise my courage and my adamant confidence .
finally storm passed over  leaving me in a position from where my destination became a nightmare .
thank god i'm still alive to pursue my goal. God knows whom to give what .A worst situation is nothing but the gateway to good one  .
Now i'm preparing for my next voyage.......... PSU.........let see where i stand .........

                                                                                              Best wishes to you all for your voyage
                                                                                                                    R.K.JHA

geeta

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Saturday, December 18, 2010

world behind real world

find something interesting in your life .pick it up. raise it before real world.you
will certainly enjoy it .look around you . everything  that goes fine or wrong
 is nothing but your own view . world looks like what we think of it .To become
invincible is really a tough task but trying for it paves the way to success .No
body is born Einstein .Any one who never made a mistake has never tried any
thing new . weakness of attitude becomes weakness of character .There is always
some solution to prevailing problem and the best solution is always a surprising
one.......................

                                            I'll continue it next day........................for now bye.